* lyn : )

♥ Thursday, August 31, 2006 ♥

11:53:00 PM

so sorry for the lacks of updates ... but i doubt for the daily readers ..
but still , i have lots of things to say for today's post ! woo hoo !

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! =D

met chin hui and ivy and i'm LATE . oh my goodness . thanks to e rain and the freaking long 293 bus and i ended up looking pathetic . cuz i still send my sis to sch wif my super small umbrella and i was wet la . tskk .

in sch , kinda late a lil . but still we managed to reach sch exactly at 8 . heng arh . cuz lots of students were caught outside the rain and cant get into the sch . poor things . after tt me and ch went ard the school looking for teachers . it was really fun la . hhahas !

sad was tt mr lai didnt even come to sch la ! he went for a course . GRRRRR .

and i saw ai ren !!!!!! and she promised to say tt she xxx me when i come back next yr !! YAY !

bad dear bully me today ! she kept saying hi to peach =.= and this year's concert is NICE NICE NICE ! no more performing arts to do the concert . not tt they are not good , but seeing the same old thing for 3 years seems to be very bad la ! and i managed to saw mel jie and ken kor . GREAT .

then aft tt rush to tnps . meet zk after tt . it's lyk super qiao la . last yr i went back also saw him . and ms tan thot tt i'm wif him . LOLS . and i told her the full story . HAHAS (: and ms tan told me she's married liao la ! OMG . she didnt tell me ! awwwwwwwwwww . and she's mrs (i dunnoe wad) then i told her one very sad thing .. she didnt grow ! hahahs ! and her good reply was she will have children and make sure they will b taller than me .. so sad rite .. but nvm . AND i'm happy . cuz she said she promise to bring me out after my O's . woo hoo !

then after rushing to tnps , me ; yingyun ; esther took bus and then train to orchard to find ms picca ! woo hoo ~ we really had a nice nice nice day ! i dun care . i'm gg to make sure tt we'll go find her after our o's AGAIN . seriously , i miss her laughters la . so cheerful type . and something bad happened t us la . not elaborating . then after tt she sent us to tamp and for yingyun , to bedok . and we tried the changi airport trick to miss picca ! hahhhhhas .

and we saw EMPEROR near the mrt there . hahahs ! wad an emperor . (:

then after tt we decided to play acarde . but cannot . cuz me and chua was still in PE attire la . and it's alr 6.30 . pro rite ? sch ends at 12 today .. then me and chua decided to take neoprints ! and we drag the guys to take wif us . HAHAS . =) and it was nice okays ?

so overall , my whole day was purely FUN ((: thanks guys ! and i reached home at 8.o5pm .

♥ Friday, August 25, 2006 ♥

3:54:00 PM

watch this video .. super touching la . because i'm a girl (korean)
or this .. scandal (eng version)

oh, i forget to mention , i'm VERY happy today !
hahhhhs .

not only i got my stawberry yogurt drink, i saw my aii ren ! YAY ! ((:
and she said she'll say she miss me whenever i come back to visit her . so good rite ? hahhas .

and today sch ends early la .
no in focus and no mock exams .
*cheers

AND dennis came to give me tuition worksheet .
then after tt he send me to the inter cuz he got to wait for his ex - gf .
then it was like he telling me his gf was in TM , hopefully not bumping into her .
hahhhhas . super funny la .

i miss him and wangxu la .
thanks to me feeling sick , didnt get to c them :'(
AND dennis told me they didnt have class >.<
jus talking . WTH !
shld have done tt when i'm there wad ..

too beat for now . bye ppl .

♥ Thursday, August 24, 2006 ♥

7:30:00 PM

i've never felt so rundown in my entire life man . the first time i've experienced it was ytd night (or rather morning) . having to do 4 mindmap, 1 template and 1 summary for history nearly kill me can ? and i took 4 hours , from 9 pm to 1 am . pooooooor me !

even bobby said i looked as though as i'm gg to die in a few moment .
can u ppl believe i cant even do a simple circles questions ?? OMG .
and when i fell asleep in class, it's like really in-my-dreams kind.

and my dearest good lil princess texted and say she's gg to have her beauty sleep when i jus told her i've yet to complete the work . so nice rite ? -hahhh

i'm gg back to TNPS ((: yay! i goanna tell miss tan how much i miss her and the first question i'll ask mr seow is on his SKII mask and as for mr beam , it's usually he sees me and talk to me first . hahas . oh wells , hopefully i can find back some memories on my childhood days . ((:

sick and tired of all the freaking mess in my life . less than 3 months it will b o levels alr. wish me luck then ! i tink i wont abandon my blog for the time being . cuz typing helps me to vent all my angers on words . =D

feeling a lil too emo today !

and chua and me started to talk abt the plot for an essay writing . whatever came into our minds then we jus talk . it's fun . u ppl shld try it . =) and we started talking since the time we drop lulu at MRT and it only stop when my bus came ! hahas ! the story chua came out wif is nice and it's super surprising !

got to do chinese essay, 2 compre passages , june 2oo6 math , 2 amath test papers . darn ! can someone kill me ? hahahhas . o lvl sucks , but for the sake for my future .. wad to do . and it's only for less than 3months . hang in there peeps !

loves .

♥ Tuesday, August 22, 2006 ♥

10:30:00 PM

ARGH . i keep falling sick ! darn . i cannot fall sick !!! i hate sickness . irritating flu and throat now . hopefully i dun need to go sch tmr ! hahhahahahs .

and my dad isnt contributingto help my nose recover . instead , he's trying to worsen it la . he starting smoking in the house again >.<

many THANKS
to chinhui - for helping me do my corrections !
and to mr tan -for taking my worksheets !

♥ Monday, August 21, 2006 ♥

10:06:00 PM

okays , i'm so naive (or rather stupid) . fine fine fine . i thot it was someone when it wasnt .
:((

but never mind . whether u'll come or not doesnt make a diff la . perhaps it do? LOLS . wad m i talking again ??!! hhaahas.

and i got a new mp4 ! yay ! =) get jealous of me ! heh .

9:46:00 PM

one day if u suddenly see me breaking down in tears dun ever stop me . neither should u ask me any questions . i'll cry even badly though i'm trying to stop it la .

lalalalalala .

i dun noe why and when have i've been trying to control myself wif the sea of emotions i've in me (sounds lyk sea of electrons ya ?)

so yea . i'm fine . =)

in the first time in my sixteen years of life , i felt the new rays of sun . something which i've never experience it w/o u . thank you for everything . really . i miss u panda ! ((:

school is VERY boring and i have no one to msg la ! thot of mr tan .. then the thought of mrs tan came . okays , next . then wang xu . then i was tinking his phone .. errrr . everytym kena con . so let's forget it la . everytym never reply me . and moreover i've got NOTHING to talk to him la . everytym kena suan by him . then mr D =D then was tinking he's in uni fourth year liao . mus b very busy . haven seen him ard the net recently .. so didnt wan to bother him . and my courage for him (not mr d , for god sake ! it's someother ppl ..) haven been back . but i 'm tinking of asking him whether he wans to go back to tnps anot leh . cuz it was lyk wad i had intended to do a few months ago ..

anyways , i'm gg back tnps to find MISS MARLENE TAN LI WEI ! yay ! ((: i miss her lots la . and i've lost the bet wif her la . i wont tell her abt it then . smart me . any ppl wanna tag along ? i dun tink any 6/1o ppl are coming lehz . mdm norsham not here liao . unless they jus wan to celebrate .. LOLS . oh , not forgetting the current VP , MR BEAM and my higher chi teacher (which i never fail to call him SKII) .. MR SEOW !

I'M SORRY ANDREW !
you got to accept my apology la . cuz i said it for upteen times already ! ;p

♥ Sunday, August 20, 2006 ♥

10:45:00 PM

i jus realised how busy i'm recently .. getting OUT to STUDY . pretty surprising rite ? u see , i had tuition on sat and then i went out to meet simin , esther , 2 daddies and mossie . and i reached home at 9 . and for the whole thing , we only stayed for 2 hours and zao after tt . hahas . done one mindmap and one summary there only .

then today went for tuition and then i brought my sis out to buy stuffs . heh . =) and then go my cussin 's house till now . had steamboat there . and i saw bob's condo thru the cab's window .

mm . so in the end, miss lim still didnt complete her school homework (as usual ..) and there's still mock exams tmr ! history and english . and i've yet to start studying .. pro rite ? HAHAS .

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it has been lyk one month and fourteen days . it's about 44 days = 1056 hours = 63 360 min = 3 801 600 seconds . the time is long enough to make me get back on my toes again and looked ahead wif life . it's like ONE whole freaking month of tourture for myself .. and perhaps to my frens too . they are so stressed up lyk me . how can i afford to let myself be their burden ????!!

no matter wad , o level is still my priority . for frenship stuffs , i'm too beat to give a f* damn to them . it's ridiculous and a waste of my time and it's NOT worth anything after all . i have got enough stress from sch and tuition . i dun have much time for anything left . o levels in 78 more days left . tt's like even less than three months la .

dun bother me over trival stuffs . i will bite .

i'm thinking whether to seek help from him* on chem and history . but sigh sigh and sigh . i lacked the courage and the creativity to initiate . i dunnoe how to talk now .. wad abt the YOU talking to me ? sometimes guys should take the initiative also rite ??? oh dear, wad m i talking now ?? anyways, hope tt person can catch my hint ............ =)

♥ Friday, August 18, 2006 ♥

10:47:00 PM

Get to know me =)

. : START : .
1. Name: evelyn
2. Middle Name: faith ( des got it for me .. )
3. State: s'pore
4. Place of Birth: kk women and child
6. Male or Female: female . DUH .
7. Bus: to sch > 28 . 29 . 15
8. School: tampines
9. Occupation: full time student . part time slacker .
10. Initials: LWQ
11. Screen Name: evelyn

. : Your Appearance : .
12. Hair Color: black wif dark brown
13. Hair Length: shoulder
14. Eye color: dark brown / black
15. Best Feature: eyes ? i dunnoe !
16 Height: 160 !!
17. Braces: nope .
18. Glasses: yea . frameless
19. shoe size: 8/9
20. Diploma: not reaching poly yet .

. : Your Firsts : .
22. First best friend: chew xiu wen .
23. First Award: cant rmb .
24. First Sport You Joined: skipping .
25. First thing you did today: open my eyes ?
26. First Real vacation: to malaysia .
27. First thing you said today: i 'm rushing to sch liao > my mum
28. First Love: errrrrrr .

. : Favorites : .
29. Movie: lots ~
30. TV Show: lots ~
31. color: light pink , lime green , sky blue , light purple . bright orange .
32. Rapper: ?
33. Place to get groceries: NTUC .
34. Food: western + chinese .
35. Season: no preference .
36. Candy: anything tt 's sweet .
37. Sport: floorball . running . netball .
38. Restaurant: soup kitchen ^^
41. School Subject: math . chem . geo .
42. Animal: dewgong . penguin . dolphins .
43. Book: non fictions
44. Magazine: no preference

. : Currently : .
45. Doing before you started this survey: math sums
46. Feeling: fatigue .
47. Wearing: tee shirt and pants .
48. Crying about: wad time to do finish my work .
49. Eating: not eating .
50. Drinking: not drinking .
51. Typing: this la .
54. Thinking about: =)
55. Wanting: the old times .
56. Watching: this computer screen ;P

. : Future : .
57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: university grad ! heh .
58. Kids: 2
59. Want to be Married: of cuz !
60. Career in Mind: teaching

: Which is Better with the Opposite Sex :
63. Hair color: gold / black .
64. Hair length: errr . long ? as long as not gay .
65. Eye color: neutral .
66. Measurements: 1.7 . shorter than jonathan .
67. Cute or sexy: BOTH
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes .
69. Hugs or Kisses: both .
70. Short or Tall: TALL .
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing .
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: BOTH .
73. Good or Bad: good .
74. Sensitive or spontaneous?: BOTH .
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship .
77. trouble maker or Hesitant One: depends on situation .

. : Have You Ever : .
78. Kissed a Stranger: NO .
79. Had major surgery: nope .
80. Gone commando: nope .
81. Ran Away From Home: nope .
82. Broken a bone: nope .
83. Got an X-ray: nope .
84. Been on a cruise: nope .
85. Broken Someone's Heart: i tink have ba .
86. Dumped someone: ..
87. Cried When Someone Died: DUH . yes .
88. Cried At School: errr. yups .

. : Do You Believe In : .
89. God: YES !
90. Miracles: yes .
91. Love at First Sight: mayb ?
92. Ghosts: yes .
94. Soul Mates: yes .
95. Heaven: of cuz .
96. Hell: yea .
97. Answered prayers: it happened to me b4 !!
98. Kissing on The First Date: no .
99. Horoscopes: not really .

: Answer Truthfully : .
100. Is there someone you wish you had? yups .

9:14:00 PM

i got so much things to say . so let me do the talking (bloggin) for today !

first , i'm super happy tt my sis have got a new job ! yay ! twice the income lehz . not telling wad her job is of cuz ! her privacy . =) but more money = more stuffs she will get for me !! hurray !
*cheer in advance

second , i found a new confident . MR TAN . yea . he's jus as nice . x) not telling his name out . =x guess it urself .

third , i noe more things in history !! jie jie taught me some stuffs this afternoon when she got home . so nice rite ? i cant believe it either . haha . i realised jie quite good in the things which i'm not good in and the things i'm good in she dun really excel in them . LOLS . for example , my history and physics sucks and my chinese and chem is better . see, no wonder i'm her sis !

fourth, i realised i haven been a good student recently . I DIDNT DO HOMEWORK . omg omg omg . i ought to b shot at man .. prelims is jus around the corner and here i'm not doing homework . omg omg omg . can somebody give me more energy to stay awake in sch too?

fifth , i saw ai ren today !! hahas . love her man . =) but sad, i'm gg to graduate liao . so it means i can no longer c her lyk most of the weekdays??? awwwwww .. :'(

sixth , there's an ant hole or something in my house !! i saw lots of ants today . omg lah , all my drawers have these crawling and irritating creatures .

now for some homework ! might blog later =D

♥ Thursday, August 17, 2006 ♥

5:35:00 PM

i 'm freaking sick !! ROAR . a sore throat , cough and flu . how interesting . and have a bad headache in the afternoon . must b because the night before didnt have enough sleep . cuz i woke up at 4 to study for my geo ! hardworking rite ? HAHAS .

msg mr tan and i tink he didnt bring his phone to sch again . ROAR .

and the practical for chem during in focus sucks la ! have chlorine gas again . bad rite ? super strong that kind one leh . and this time we used concentrated HCL . and we had to be ultra careful . =D i hate hate hate chlorine ! best in practical exams wont have tt .

either leave me alone or take good care of me ! cuz i 'm in a bad mood due to my throat .

♥ Wednesday, August 16, 2006 ♥

10:35:00 PM

seriously , life can b so f* up sometimes . yet , we 'll always b told to looked on the brighter side of life and to ur disappointment , all the ppl ard u would carry ahead wif their lives . if u didnt keep track of them , u 'd b lost ; forever .

done my history mindmap . and now .. i 'm tinking who can b a kind soul to help me print now . cuz this computer not only dun not have printer , the other computer 's printer have NO ink . so sickening . perhaps get fanye to get it print for me since he had the same programme as me ..

if only * mr tan = mr lim . if tt was e reality would i ever b contented ? or would i only learn how to cherish things when i 've lost them ? okays , dun try to guess who they are or the story behind it . something which will confused myself and everyone . lols . :P

oh , not forgetting my bestie 's birthday today !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DES !
i 'll pray for u b filled wif fun , joy and laughters . as for ur mum .. to b in the PINK of health !

Birthday cake !

Birthday Girl !

sweet huh ? xP

indian princess and malay prince wedding photo ? >.<

♥ Monday, August 14, 2006 ♥

8:30:00 PM

school is lyk so shit today . sighs . no much interesting things we learn today . all the same , revision and revision . hate it man . teachers no longer still smile and joke . (with the exception of mdm ho .. lols .)

got the cca report form . wth la , i only have 8 pts ???!!! mr justin toh so forgetful , never write the 3 points in for me >.< i have my particpation one hor .. and when was i a vice chair in 2oo6 ? and did i even join sjab in sec 2 ?? LOLS . and never write in CCA CIP points . blur blur .

text mr tan jus now . sighs . hopefully tt 2 donkeys wont be late for tmr 's class . or it 'll b lyk so freaking bored and wierd w/o them . hope mr tan pass his oral well wif me !! YAY ! =) both of us are the 3rd candidate . so qiao !

my life is very much deprived of fun and laughters .
can anyone bring me some ?
i nid to laugh alot .
after all , laughters is the best medicine .
(and it works for me !)

pretty bad academic results .
anyone who 's smart and so free to teach me ?
i nid help for chem , phys and SH .

wish ME (and mr tan and all o lvl candiate ) luck for tmr 's english oral exams then ! =D

♥ Sunday, August 13, 2006 ♥

5:41:00 PM

i feel super sick everytym i came back from tuition . it must have been the long journey and cold rides tt make me sick . managed to c angelina darling today . yeah . it 's lyk ages since i last saw her lah . BAD darling ! i miss bei jia too ..

tons of physics and e / a math assignments waiting for me to complete . and there 's still emath and english mock exams tmr . SIGHS .

saw an article in the straits times . on the attire check in TPSS . yea . and chen chuan was the one who was interviewed . lols . it was lyk so embarassing lah . tis kind of article . i thank god tt girls haven got our attire check for so long ! heh . best is when we grad then they have . so we 'll have nothing to b worry abt !

sharlene told me she got an A2 for chinese too ! YAY ! * cheers and claps * hopefully , all the 6/10 peeps have done well ! dun let mdm yeow and mr seow 's expectations on us ! =) for those who didnt do well for this june paper , do do rmb to buck up for the end of year 's one ! JIAYOU ! (actually i still feel more attached to them than my sec sch frens !)

p/s : there 's nice nice kaya + butter bread toast at doubby ghout ! the qq house noodle bread there .

♥ Friday, August 11, 2006 ♥

7:10:00 PM

O level mother tongue was released this morning . let 's congrats those who score As . namely : chinhui . sujun . juvone . sujun . yutian . BOBBY ! (tt's all i can rmb ..)

not really expect wad i can get .. thot will b lower . ( i'm NOT showing off . dun get me wrong . )

anyways , i'm RETAKING my chinese lah . so stop psyco-ing me not to retake . cuz i tink i CAN do better .. and it 's a promise to mdm yap few months ago ! (not lyk the reason which jon had say .. so RIDUCLOUS .)

chem mock exam paper was returned back today . 2 ppl passed . i tink my results sucks . WHO CAN TEACH ME CHEM FOR zero charge ?? i desperately nid help for chem ! cuz i cant perform for physics unless there 's a miracle happening for me (which is next impossible ..) or anyone who wan to teach me physics ? i dun mind though .. ;)

going crazy wif the walking cake (cakewalk lah .) programme for the sec 2s . nid to check this and check tt . so ma fan . waste my time when i can actually game for the whole day ! but in the end , i got chinhui to do wif me .. hahas . in the end , we managed to check 35 computers and 10 laptops . and this explains my cock eye-ness now .

then there was this bloody spoilt brat by the name of JANE . (i've absolute no fear of writing her BIG name .) she tinks she 's damn smart . when we were gg in the lab she was on the phone talking to some ppl lah . then she use 2 fingers to point to ch , hinting her to get in . and tt's the middle finger and fore finger can ?

she super irritating loh . only after getting mdm phua to talk to her , then she let us in .. wtf !! cuz we nid to test the programme for every computers ma . then have to test the teacher's com rite ? or else how the teacher use sia ! then she asked in the manner like "wad are u doing to the teachers' computer ! " rudely . okays , this pisses me off . if not for mdm faradiah , i 'm definately gg to EXPLODE . but instead , i didnt explode , but i jus shouted back at her .

oh btw , she 's a BROWN tag lah . and tt 's lyk sec 2 loh . so wad she got a student council badge one her ? as if i give a freaking damn to this kind of councillers . wan to use post to pressure me also NO use . cuz i noe the ex presidents loh . and so much of our batch 's councillor . i even complain to mdm low . hahas ! then she support me leh ! lol ;-)

i got the feeling of scolding hokkien vulguarities at her . see , miss lim has her attitude and limit one hor ! dun play play . LOLS ! =P

1:47:00 AM

went to potong pasir for the seventh month ge tai thing . it was super noisy but still the food is nice ! heh . we had cold plate ; shark 's fins ; herbal chicken ; veg wif button mushroom ; fish ; roasted pig wif crisps ; veg wif abalone and mushroom ; yam dessert ! luckily we didnt have to wait very long cuz we reached there at abt 8 pm . hahahas . the food is damn nice can ? LOLS . and i tink i 'm fat back liao . heh .

so glad tt there were ppl entertaining me - JONATHAN KUEK . =) cuz there was simply too noisy even to hear a person who was beside u . yeah , so no talkings to my cussins and stuffs . sms jonathan . HEHE . he 's my spare tire jus lyk how i 'm to him . >.<" and in the end i sms mr d !!YAY ! i miss him so much loh . it has been ages since i last saw him ! say after o lvl then c how . GRRRRRRR . he better date me ! heh . =)) but in the end he asked me to slp early >.< cuz i still had sch tmr ! and tt tym was lyk reaching 12 midnight ? and i still haven reached home . i miss him so much !!!!! =D

♥ Thursday, August 10, 2006 ♥

5:26:00 PM

perhaps
1 . if we didnt ask too much questions on life
2 . if we didnt have too much expections on wad we wan

we be living in bliss right now .
isnt it so ?

i found out if i didnt too much on unrealistic stuffs and use them on my studies , it 'll be so much better . i must be more pragmatic !

o lvl chinese chinese results will b released tmr . and i 'm feeling jittery . it 's like i wan to get an A1 . but c-ing the way i wrote my essays , the paper 2 and my out of point conversation , i ought to b thankful if i get a B3 . sighs sighs sighs .

PRELIMS coming in a month and a day time !

♥ Tuesday, August 08, 2006 ♥

10:42:00 PM

SO HAPPY TODAY . my sister bought me the toy . heh . cuz i didnt intend to buy although i tink it looked damn cute lah . but , it was super ex loh . jus a key chain for 3 bucks . kind of not worth it . so i didnt buy .

then my KNIGHT came . i told her i wan and so , being a wonderful da jie , she bought it for ME ! yay ! loves ! =D

dunnoe y , but recently i 'm like missing my guy-frens like mad . hahas ! let's not go into the details . heh . but , the best and funny part is tt i miss mr D ! BUT i dun have a crush on tt 24 years young ( i cant use the word 'old' ) guy . LOLS .

i miss MR D !!! * tskkk tskk *
and the strawberry & cream drink from starbucks !! HEHE .

♥ Monday, August 07, 2006 ♥

8:28:00 PM

there 's too much things tt happened today .
not really sure why my mood was tt bad today .
to b exact , tempermental .

in summary , today is jus not my day .

things tt happened :

chem -
nearly kill myself after c-ing the chem paper . (it 's like even open book will flunk kind . )
i got so fed up wif andrew for his vulguarities .
then fanye started scolding the f* words .
then i was freaking hungry from 4 pm onwards .
then mr lai machim so tulan wif me .

eng -
then junwei started asking for foolscape and he started digging my foolscape out of my bag . AND didnt put it back .
then esther got me to wait for her QUITE long .
then she went wif jov they all .
then i have to go home ALONE .

home -
then my sis fell sick .
then i have to wait VERY long for my sis to chiong liang finish .
then i 've eaten a freaking NOT nice dinner . and it caused 3 bucks .

and i started swearing like mad today . =x
so sorry to those who have to endure me man .
( esp andrew and chinhui )

i guess there must be something VERY wrong in me .
i can 't stop cursing and swearing .
still rmb when i curse him yp .

i 'm not sure why i did it .
perhaps like wad u ppl said ..
i can b such a bitch sometimes .
or perhaps i was one ?

feeling so lost and incomplete
emptiness seemed to cover me up
jus like a blanket covering a cold and lonely soul .

♥ Sunday, August 06, 2006 ♥

10:57:00 PM

i 'm very happy today . cuz i finally got the book i wan to read for so long . hahas . THE WILD SWANS . to get the book will b lyk 16 plus 17 ? and to loan it will b 6 bucks loh . and now i got the loan from baldie mr lee for free ! and no time limit to when i 'm gg to return to him . YAY !

anyone wif nice nice novels to lend me ? cuz i 'm having a hunger for books ! HAHAS . =)

i noticed the hits in my blog have been shooting ! YAY ! so happy . but how come only my pet dog , daniel is tagging ? so disappointing . ): tag ppl , TAG . i love to c tags ! =D esp when they are interesting n NOT spams !

des going to NYJC provided tt her L1R5 is <20 pts . of cuz she can one rite ? and all her 3 besties will b there supporting her . hopefully , all her hard work pays off ! BABY , we are confident tt u can do it ! JIAYOU ! and dun u dare to forget me , as u mentioned .. the BABY FATS penguin ! heh . loves .

i saw tt nice nice milk-choc tt 4e3 loves ! heh . tampines NTUC does sells ! x)

and i realised i 've done lyk 2 freaking long days of maths . now my brain is a lil not functioning too well . esp after doing manjusri MCQ papers and studying 6 chapters of chemistry . dying from the amt of homework sia . will have to leave my blog for some time . =D

hope to c constructive tags the next time i come in ! c(=

♥ Saturday, August 05, 2006 ♥

3:10:00 PM

did some fingers exercising . played maple for 4 hours ? and editing some stuffs on my blog . check them out .. now i include the 'detest' segment wif rugby . hahas . really hate it esp wif mr fathul as my pe teacher . sighs . i rather do push-ups instead . hopefully the ground would b completely dry on tue so my shoes would never be so disgusting and wet . really hate it man .

updated on the plans to do after o lvl as well as the shows i 'm planning to catch . (though some are lyk pretty outdated lah , but since they are in my house ... ) jus looked under my profile urself lah . lazy to type them all out .

homework time for now ~!

♥ Friday, August 04, 2006 ♥

9:58:00 PM

stuffs i needed / wan to complete :

1. AMath - Bukit Panjang P2
2. AMath - Compassvale P1
3. AMath - Jurong P 2 *
4. AMath - Monk Hill's P1
5. AMath - Functions TYS (nov 2003 ; 2004) *
6. EMath - TPSS P2
7. English - 2 Reading Articles
8. English - Tuition Essays *
9. Chemistry - TYS MCQ Electrolysis
10. Physics - Manjasri P1
11. Geography - TYS MCQ - Weather Studies *
12. Geography - TYS MCQ - Coasts *
13. Geography - Map Book Pg 87 & 89 *

* hw which i 'm supposedly to have completed but didnt .

Revisions :
1 . Chemistry mock exams - Sulphuric Acid , Rate Of Reaction , Mole Concept , Organic Chem , QA , Electrolysis , Chemical Energy .
2. AMath - Differentation , Integration

38 more days to prelims .
94 more days to o lvl .

6:08:00 PM

seriously , no matter wad happens , life have to go on . the earth doesnt stop rotatin jus because something bad has happened to anyone . yea , so my life is still changing ; jus lyk a sin curve . it has it 's ups and downs . as long as we can continute on wif determinations , there will b a day when our line turns up again . so , all out there , do stay positive .

:)

i dunnoe why . but i realised i tends to do things wif my emotions , instead of my brains . haiz . i tend to calm myself even when i know things doesnt (and will not) go in my way . i find myself behaving like a retarded somethings and a kid who doesnt have a happy childhood .

anyone who can spoils me ?

ai ren is so fierce ! OMG . i nearly got a shock of my life . cuz it was the first time i 've seen her so angry before . there was only once when i saw her angry - wif sujun for talking too much in class .

i wonder , should i feel happy or sad to know tt u r always visiting my blog ? after so many years , i finally realised wad it meant by " 2 worlds apart " . and at the same time , " so near and yet so far " . haiz . let the past be the past . u wont b bothered and it 's ur fang shi of healing me . but it 's not working / showing it 's effect , seriously .

sometimes i wonder : does it pains u to ask me tt question and whether u regret it or not . [hopefully , the answers will b a yes]

♥ Thursday, August 03, 2006 ♥

7:58:00 PM

went to sch wif a sleepy mood , then walked from inter to the sch . route wasnt really long . but , i 'm pretty hungry . cuz the quay tiao soup wasnt nice at all . left all for my sis since she loves it so much . THEN , i saw MAC . hahas . the temptation came . lols . but i only had hashbrown . very nice . hahas .

then sch starts . sigh sigh. boring day . but still , i had my oh-so-good mr d to entertain me . heh . i miss miss miss him alot ! (let 's hope he doesnt come here , cuz he 'll ask me to queue up again >.<) school period sucks after the period in com lab for chinese . first , kena scolded by chua . cuz i 've completely forgotten abt her shoulder . and i gave a pat lyk normal loh . fine fine . my fault .

second , my shoes got stolen by two idiots . pretty pissed off when they feigned innocent . all denied . and i 'm lyk so malu without my shoe . then something else happened which made me super tu lan . not on the 2 boys lah . cuz from the start i knew they were seriously having a prank on me .

i didnt noe things turn out to b in this way . this is something i cannot do anything to . i dun wan to comment lah . much least in invite a war . so i shut myself . be it wadever . it 's not the first time this is happening to me also . will blog this matter in another blog .

third . i realised my mood havent been any better . chua says treat this as pms-ing mood . but i simply jus shoot , saying pms mood swings got last so long meh ? okays , i noe i 'm mean . but can anyone make my day ?

i knew on wad tt 's happening around me . i have my five senses to feel and to know . i have my brain to judge on stuffs . why cant u ppl jus freaking stop being mean to her ? have u all thought abt her feelings , and mine ? who wished to b friend-less ? i 'm lyk doing all of u a favour can ?

u leave her alone and she wont bite . even if she does , i 'll b the one bitten up first . not any of u ppl ; no worries . =D

haiz . seriously , i used to b a happier person .
who can bright my day wif sunshine and stars ?

oh , many thanks to my dear , WANLING for the wonderful present she had given me . thanks dear ! realised things haven been gg well for her , but i hope she 'll b better soon ! without all those freaks in the world . hmm . but sometimes i wonder , wont our life b a bit too bored without those irritating ppl ? lols .

11:36:00 AM

HERE I'M IN COM LAB WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO !!

mm . and now i 'm tinking when is mr d gg to reply my msg . GRRR . been ages since i last saw him . i miss MR D !!!! hahas ! take number and queue up .

bored bored bored .

♥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006 ♥

10:52:00 PM

damn . i'm very upset . how could my fren says and do things to make fun of ppl . haiz . i dunnoe wad to do sia . one is my good fren and one is my very close buddy . but because of some factors , we simply go in our way . i really miss him ! but seems lyk he doesnt care less on our frenship .

:(

why cant any one understand why i choose to stand firm ? do u ppl tink trying to manage on 2 parties are very fun ? then try to experience it urself . i have my own reasons . cant u ppl jus try to understand the pain i 'm gg thru ? DARN ! jus bloody hell leave me alone !

fine . wadever . be it . i dun wanna care anymore .

i 'm upset and lost faith in life -

5:50:00 PM

okays , the person from my previous blog entry patched back wif his gf liao . i'm lyk so happy for him ! see , wad a good fren i'm . hahas ! he asked me this question tt was so surprising . hopefully he doesnt tink too much . i dun wanna b caught btw him and mrs tan . LOLS . so now he's not tt desperate anymore . hahas ! so sorry girls . =)

school sucks great deal man . i haven been lyk doing my homework or anything . still feel a lil not too good . hmm . bad timing of being sick . cant really concentrate in class . and still , console my dumb dumb being ditched ytd . so my phone bill goanna exceed lyk mad again cuz i tink i used lyk 80 + msg ytd ? and tt day called junwei on my phone and we chat for half and hour .

sians . i really hate sch sia . gg sch doesnt make me any happier . perhaps i expect too much from the people around me . tt 's why i 'm feeling rather upset . i may not b a perfectionist , but still , i strive to be one . haiz . life sucks really .

class is lyk so ku ku . out of the 10 periods of classes , 5 periods are without my subj teachers . lyk wth lah . wad 's the point of gg sch sia . no use ; absolutely . and we pon our SH in focus . my class damn pro sia . hahas ! cuz emperor not coming so end up every body skipped . damn pro sia .

so reached home some time lyk 4.30 but before tt go and meet mr tan and wx . they dumb dumb . make me go there then in the end after a while i go home . cuz they wan to play bball . then some more all the ppl i dunnoe one . so in the end , mr tan send me home . lol . can c he 's really ok now . hahas ! but now not sure whether meeting him on fri or not le . cuz ppl 's lyk ATTACHED lah , meet him lyk super weird sia .

and mdm phua needs me to teach her on the programming stuffs . haiz . dunnoe whether shld go to meet mr tan or help her . c1st lah . haiyo . so ma fan . cuz i not too sure how to use acid blaz liao ! only rmb the cake walk i tink . lols . boring weekend arh !

i 'm not really contented over stuffs tt 's happening around . too much pain and lots of things i 'm trying to endure . i dunnoe how long more can i still endure . enduring is really a problematic job and i hate it . it 's a bloody waste of time and effort .

i hate it when all the ppl start to pysco me . i have my own thoughts ; thank you ! stop telling me this person this and tt person tt . i 'm very sick and tired of hearing all those stuffs . cuz i 'm sure all of u doesnt lyk it either ! i hate changing myself , and i even hate it when ppl tried to change me . darn ! let me have my own thinking and stand . u ppl didnt even give me the chance to have my own stand . spare me the change man !

i wan back my confidant . rmb-ing how much i can talk to him when we were reallly good frens .. now cant we jus turn back the clock and b wad things used to b ? i have already tried giving up something that was so precious to me , lil memories and everything . have u ? u were always hanging somewhere near my blog . i 'm sure u noe , i'm refering to u . i really dunno wad more can i do to get back u , my most trustworthy confidant . i miss u and everything .

U EVOL I

♥ Tuesday, August 01, 2006 ♥

10:12:00 PM

my very very very good fren was ditched ! cuz he claimed he wans to tell everyone . and so here i'm doing a big favour for him . lols . i got the feeling he's stab yi ge okay loh . cuz i seriously think he's NOT . can c the look of him when he , wx and yonglun when there are playing bball . cuz the look is really funny .. suddenly , i realised my 2 dumb dumb can really play bball lehz ! or was it tt the opponents too lousy liao ? i not too sure ! hahas . ;)

he wans to make me swallow my medicine >.< cuz i told him i cant do it. so mr tan said he'll "smashed" (pardon his poor lanuage ..) it , add a lil water and make me swallow it . OMG . i'll die man . and oh-so-good wx hopes i wont b dead in class today. he's lyk oh-jus-so-nice . and miss lim is so polite . cuz she said lots of thank you to him . hahas !!

he said he doesnt wan listening ears .. but instead, he wans companion . and believe it or not , miss lim actually promised him she will go lunch wif him . funny rite ? i dunnoe why . but i tink he seriously need some frens . i mean ppl who could accompany him . so , i cancelled the date wif my gf , and skipped physics lessons again to accompany him . see , miss lim can actually be so nice . but still , dun trust too much on my kindness cuz dun forget , i'm one big evil doer . heh .

so is there any girls out there deperate for a guy ? i can jie shao him to u all ! cuz he's pretty desperate (no lah .. this is i say one ..) erms . let's c .. he's a nice guy, PRSS, wif 8 packs and plays sports pretty well . he used to love his gf , but now .. i'm not too sure . he's good in english , not really vulguar , quite gentleman and he's tall . actually , there's a lot more things tt's good abt him lah . i'm lazy to type it all out .. hmm . so girls, what u waiting for ? GRAB HIM LAH x)